Dear friends
i am sorry for what i said
I know that i don't write much, i don't say much, and i keep everything inside.
i know this is not much
I'm not sorry for that.
but what more can i say?
It kept me in my comfort zone, telling you what you should and what you shouldn't know about me.
shit happens
I'm sorry for my recent fucked up behaviour.
even if i said i am sorry
I am trapped in a fucking ugly loop of emotional disruption. Everything that happened recently was getting on my better half, as i truly hate this kind of shitty feel.
it still isn't the same
I am truly sorry for whatever that happened, and i know i did messed things up.
just accept it as a fucked up farewell
But what done is done, and i'm trying to patch things up, hopefully someday it'll work.
coz i just don't see it in your eyes that you'd wanna see me
After this, i guess i won't have the time to write here more. Heck, i don't think i'd have time for anything anymore.
all the best
I guess this is the last page for 2009.
Au revoir~
Au revoir, mon cherrie~
